THIS IS SOOO HORRIBLE! I GO ALL DAY WITHOUT EATING ANYTHING THEN WHEN I COME BACK FROM SCHOOL I FUKING EAT LOADZ! I HAVE GOT TO GET OUT OF THIS FUKIN HABIT. WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN???? EVERYTIME I FLIPPIN LOOSE SUMTHIN I GO N PUT ALL THE SHIT BACK ON AGAIN. I AM NEVA GONNA GET ANYWHERE IF I FUKIN CARRY ON LIKE THIS. I HAVE STILL ONLY LOST 8LBS SINCE I STARTED COZ I JUST CANT STICK TO THE DIET. I AM JUST GONNA HAVE TO TRY HARDER. IT WUD HELP IF MY PARENTS WERENT SO PUSHY ABOUT EATIN, THEN I MIGHT JUST GET SOMEWHERE. OMG I AM SOOO ANNOYED.

OHMYGOD I AM SOOOO FAT!! I CUDNT EVEN STICK TO A FLIPPIN DIET THIS WEEK I HAVE ONLY LOST 8 LBS SINCE MONDAY. I AM SOOOOO FAT. WHY DO I HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS????

IF ANYONE FEELS THE SAME CAN U PLZ MAIL ME OR ADD ME TO MSN OR SUMTHIN PLZ I NEED THINSPO :)

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Heya this is my 1st post!!! I have msn so if anyone wants to chat to me please add me on: TheDarkest_Angel@hotmail.co.uk.
If you also have an eating disorder (like me :( ) please leave me a message so we can help each other :)

Cya

Anoushka
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